Hokayy Nadhirah Hokayy

Assalamualaikum 

Hai bloggie! U know when I up post on your body. Its all because just one thing. I didnt talk to my mom on how and what happen to myself right now. So this time not because my mom dont have time to talk to me. Its just me yang taknak mama risau. 

So lets start. As a medical student U will tend to diagnose yourself right? Hahah I found it funny sometimes but when things become so weird and your diagnosis pun cam over gila. Thats when you start to overthinking. Do I really need to enter operation theatre? As a patient? Do I really on that kind of condition? Dia cam kalau nak cerita kat org pun, org akan huh kau sakit ke. Sihat je aku tengok gelak cam pontianak. Alhamdulillah takat ni my housemate yang saw it semua dah cam risau. Haha pebenda lah nak org risau kan. But u know senanya taksuka sgat risau sorg2. So I buat dorg risau gak. Bila dorg risau, bebelan tu mestilah kan. Wajibulghunnah org kata. Bila bebelan tu dah padu. Nak taknak. Kita pun pergilah ke klinik setelah berapa lama menderita (Read: Im not sick yg derita yg amat hokayyy) 

Cerita Ahad yang lalu, ke klinik pun taknak gi sorang2 sebab takut galau dengar diagnosis dri dr and jadinya tak faham nak buat apa. Bawalah simekcik. Alhamdulillah diagnosis dari dr tak lah seteruk yg kitorg buat but still kena consume ubat and control lagi this week. Walaupun ada je dr cakap if tak membaik kena juga buat operation. Masa tu otak dah haa nak cakap apa ngan mama ni. 😂 Lets pray for the best jelah hooo. 

Cerita hari ini. Jadi patient untuk skill neuro yg part Hoffman Reflex. Tak lawak juga bila dr kata 'Kamu kok reflex nya positif, kalau saya cuba sekali lagi kamu harus di MRI loh' Sekali lagi blank,  lagi2 bila semorang yg duduk tetibe berdiri tgok aku punya reflex. Tak lawak en. Taknak jadi patient dah pahni. Biar tak diagnose boleh mati tatau sbb. Boleh tak cmtu 😂 Dr siap suruh gi Poli Saraf when I ask second opinion about apa masalah aku sekarang ni. Tak lawak lagi sekali. Doc! Serious ahhh. Ahhhh ahhh ahhh ahhh ahhh. Hm taknak gi. Nak control je dulu ngan my first doctor. 

Teruk betul perangai. Jadi dr nak tapi jadi patient taknak. Huh! Btw to all my friend (I know they not gonna read this blog tho) Sory taknak dengar cakap korang harini. I just need my me time. (kot) hm tak senanya. Taknak korg risau lebih2 je Im okay. Dont worry. Im okay. All I need now is positive mind that tell Im okay and nothing gonna happen if I follow the flow. Kan org kata, sakit boleh jadi sihat if kita tak fikirkan nya right? Yup so lets! Dont treat me like org sakit kayh. Sumpah taknak makan bubur pagi petang siang malam. 😐

Alright ciao

Kakak,

31st October 2017

And hello November 😊