Assalamualaikum
Hai kawan-kawan! So nak share tentang #HariHariDiElective. Usually saya akan menceritakan di InstaStory. But today. Nope cannot, not too open for it lagi. Tulis kat sini cause I really wanted to share to whoever yang still reading this blog. May Allah bless you. Amin! Lets start!
Biasa tak bila orang tahu kau ambil medic and dia akan like so open to you cerita tentang sakit or masalah yang mereka alami sewaktu itu? This one benda paling common dan tipu lah takpernah ada orang tanya or so call 'Consult' to you . Atleast once in a blue moon! HAHAHA! Same goes to me, one day my friend datang and cerita tentang masalah dia. Biasanya orang akan tanya pasal sport injury pasal allergic and so on, alahhh yg common, but this one! A very rare situation I get. It's about psychiatric problem. HAAAAAA mesti korang fikir psychiatry je gila lah, orang yang jerit-jerit lah kan? Nope guys nope!
Currently I'm doing my elective at Psychiatry Department. Sound scary right? I feel scared seriously, cause I have that one opinion same like everyone out there. (yang pesakit psychi ni like that and like this; Malaysian Stigma) That's one of the reason I chose this dept, to straighten my thought about these patient. And actually the main reason is to differentiate the real patient to the one which creating a story to get sympathy. Jahat kan bakal doctor boleh berfikir macam tu? Yup I do feel jahat, sangat! But masatu I convince myself so hard not to judge them. Ada juga rasa why lah you ask me now when I don't even take the subject yet! But Alhamdulillah actually, because one day before dia datang cerita kat saya, I've read about mental illness and they give a google doc that the patient can fill in and if they get some score that show need to control to doctor, they can come, show the result and doctor wont judge you. (obviously dr. didn't judge their patient, I'm sorry my friend :()
So in Poliklinik Jiwa today, the patient come with his parent, and tell about his condition. But things yang menganggu saya sedikit apabila ibu dan bapa nya yang lebih-lebih bercerita, Patient tersebut nak bercerita and boleh bercerita (Status Mental: Bagus), but parent dia always interrupt. Well I'm just a student kan so after patient tu keluar untuk buat pemeriksaan lebih lanjut, I ask dr. dicki (PPDS yang paling cool *eh iklan jap) cemana nak differentiate dia sakit ke tak, nak percaya story dari siapa. You know all things yang menganggu lah sonang cerita. Dr. tell this 'Bila kita anamnesis patient, lagi-lagi di department psychi ni, heteroanamnesis sangat berguna, takpe dengarkan je sesiapa nak bercerita, sebab tu kita jadi doctor untuk differentiate all those thing. Kita sambil anamnesis tu jangan dok dengar depa cerita ja, lihat physical condition dia, lihat cara pembicaraan dia, eye contact dia, afek dia. We do doubletriple things at once! Jadi scanner yang terhebat. Itu clue dia.' (disclaimer: dr. dicki tak cakap depa hampa and all Bahasa pelik yang saya type kayh. Tkut korg terkejut uih dr. Indonesia can speak Kedah accent giteww)
See guys, see! Nampak tak? I really need to train myself dari sekarang untuk menjadi pendengar yang baik. To have that positive mind and all things! Banyak lagi ni kekurangan dekat diri seorang Nadhirah. One of the biggest kekurangan is I full of sympathy which dr. Rivo kata baruu tadi 'Mana boleh seorang dokter sympathy nya tinggi, harusnya empathy dek'. Ye doh takkan tetibe patient dating, kita yang banjir padiaaa! I always did this denggg! Contohnya semalam, bapak ah why Nadhirah why?! So if any of you want to curhat to me, monggo gengs seriously Ill try my best :')
Nadhirah
*Minggu ni kena siapkan Bab 3!*
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